One of my latest excursions into the paranormal of spirit people happened last year with a lovely young lady named
Damaris. Her husband Carl had recently died, and I had been reccommended to her by friends. I frequently referr to spirit people, rather than deceased, dead or ghost. Sounds much nicer.
Damaris and Carl had come to
Northwest Arkansas just for a visit, and fell in love with the area. They sold their home in California and bought a wonderful old home in the country with a orchard on 16 acres. They began living their dream and
remodeling their new home.
But fate having another plan, Carl died shortly after their move. This leaving Damaris in quite a dilemma of what to do now in her life. Damaris completed their dreams of
remodeling, a hot tub here, a meditation garden there alone.
It was at this point Damaris came into my life and asked me to contact her beloved Carl.
Damaris has a metaphysical constitution herself and
belief in her Carl's continued existence, which made for a clear contact.
Upon contacting Carl, we found him very sad. Sad that Damaris hurt so much and cried a lot of the time. Carl was very concerned that his own
unhappiness in life, or karma (his unfinished business, or misunderstood events or circumstances)
had ultimately caused her such grief. There was also a sense of awe, or recognition that Damaris loved him far more than he had ever really known, or related to. Sadness fleeted in and out of the conversations between them.
I have found this to be a common thread among many mediumship sessions, this recongition of deep felt love after the fact of death. Seemingly so many take the love in their life for granted or simply do not see the
love other's have for them. Maybe we are not looking close enough, but from afar.
There was anger from Damaris at Carl for having left or abandoning her, as well as her sadness and grief because of the loss of
him. My spirit guide and I were both surprised when Carl literally stormed off during a session and refused more comment or conversation. Within a few moments he returned and apologized, concluding that he had again
just stormed off in response to ineffective communication or frustration with the opposite sex. This pattern of just storming off in frustration, I learned was a lifelong repeating pattern of his in this lifetime
before his death.
There were six or seven sessions over several months. From my perspective I saw two friends working out some differences, to better understand each other, and one's own self and the needs of self.
I saw reassurances of mutual love and friendship. It was a privilege to see this type of emotional growth and release. I saw their growth blossom into an extension of freedom, or relief from grief of heart. They came
back to a neutral base of friendship extending way beyond the confines of this time and space reality. Learning and respecting the fact that as their paths entwine, they too shall part.
In watching their
growth, I was fascinated in particular with Carl's physical transformation. At first he did carry, or reflected a mirror like image of his body, but more transparent in our nature of sight. Over the months he became
less and less of a body with a personality, more becoming more a personality... in and of itself. Becoming more reduced, focused as in a ball or sphere shaped energy.
On our last session, his
personality coming through sharper and clearer than any of the previous sessions. He was in awe on that last session and really excited and energized, wanting to share with his Damaris in their love and friendship
his conclusions about where he was at.
That he was in heaven, or what we refer to as heaven. He was excited at the fact he could move at the speed of light, that he felt as light as a butterfly
... but could move as fast as a jet. Life beyond or death was not at all what we've deemed death to be. And that it was such a shame that we have such a limited perception or memory of
this reality, and that upon his return or reincarnation he would not remember that reality anymore... than anyone else remembers it!
But as in their friendship and the many things shared between them, Carl wanted to share with Damaris his awe at the infinity
he was experiencing. At this point, his awareness had expanded beyond our belief. He was like a ball of sheer energy or light.
On this last occasion he thanked Mos'eeb my guide and I, for our participation in their conversations.
This was the first thank you ever coming from a spirit person... very thoughful..... very aware and alive!